You called yesterday to basically say
That you care for me but
That you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be
Feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
So what do you do when
Somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection
Is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing I Will Survive
Do you lash out and say
How dare you leave this way
Do you hold on in vain
As they just slip away
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Yeah
Come on yeah
Come on come on
I don't wanna breakdown
(Gotta get control)
(Roll roll roll on)
Steady breaking me on down
(Roll roll roll on)
(Gotta get control)
(Roll roll roll on)
Steady breaking me on down
(Roll on and on)
It'll break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday this situations on the back of my mind
Tryin to break me down
But I won't let it forget it
I've been feelin things are pullin me down
Takin me round
Stressin me out
I think I better go out and let me
Release some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
I'm hopin for the sun but it looks like
Rain, rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just wanna maintain yeah
Been feelin these pressures yo
But nevertheless, Krayzie won't fold
It's over
It's ending here
(Oh I'm breaking yeah)
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
(But I'm....)
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
(My time and my heart)
Gradually I'm dying inside
(How do I feel)
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
(I'm losing my mind)
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
(I break down and cry)
And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
(I'm slowly losing my mind)
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
(How do I feel?)
And I lie convincingly
(What do think?)
Cuz I don't want to reveal
(You've got to know that I'm suffering)
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Break break down
(Gotta get control)
That you care for me but
That you're just not in love
Immediately I pretended to be
Feeling similarly
And led you to believe I was OK
To just walk away from the one thing
That's unyielding and sacred to me
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
So what do you do when
Somebody you're devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection
Is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing I Will Survive
Do you lash out and say
How dare you leave this way
Do you hold on in vain
As they just slip away
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Yeah
Come on yeah
Come on come on
I don't wanna breakdown
(Gotta get control)
(Roll roll roll on)
Steady breaking me on down
(Roll roll roll on)
(Gotta get control)
(Roll roll roll on)
Steady breaking me on down
(Roll on and on)
It'll break you down
Only if you let it
Everyday this situations on the back of my mind
Tryin to break me down
But I won't let it forget it
I've been feelin things are pullin me down
Takin me round
Stressin me out
I think I better go out and let me
Release some stress
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, pain
I'm hopin for the sun but it looks like
Rain, rain, rain, rain
Lord, I just wanna maintain yeah
Been feelin these pressures yo
But nevertheless, Krayzie won't fold
It's over
It's ending here
(Oh I'm breaking yeah)
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
(But I'm....)
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
(My time and my heart)
Gradually I'm dying inside
(How do I feel)
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
(I'm losing my mind)
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
(I break down and cry)
And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
(I'm slowly losing my mind)
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
(How do I feel?)
And I lie convincingly
(What do think?)
Cuz I don't want to reveal
(You've got to know that I'm suffering)
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Well, I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes
To prove I'm fine without you
But in reality
I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the guise of a smile
Gradually, I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cuz I don't want to reveal
The fact that that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
Break break down
(Gotta get control)